Sunday, September 6, 2009

September 3rd, 2009

Sorry for missing a day. I usually do these things at night, and I fell asleep the second I hit the pillow at 6:45pm. Shyeah, I know.

A lot happened today.
I've been crying all morning, during classes, and most of the evening.
Biology went well... My friend, Brian, brought extra pond water. We saw this moving skeleton thing under the microscope. Dx Ehhhh. It was gross. Fuck biology. And microscopes.
Actually, speaking of Brian... Gah, I don't know. He's been really sweet to me. I don't want to get serious with him - AT ALL - but he's nice to have around. And he makes me feel better when I cry.

I had a suicide attempt today. Maybe because I haven't taken my BP bills in weeks, or just because I am stupid. I like the shape of this cut... It barely touched my arm, but it carved a dim squiggle thing. Kind of cool.

Ginny is a bitch. -.-' Trying to fucking kill my child.
Fuck her.
She came over with Vodka, saying, "One drink won't hurt the bastard," and I said, "Don't call my baby a bastard," and the bitch said, "Actually, I was talking about it's daddy."
------------.......------------'' I punched her in the face. Bringing him into the conversation was vile, and just cruel... Typical Ginny.

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